actuali.... i dont reali talk abt him coz he might read my blog.

not just the current him.

the past 2 hims.

and then the him in between.

eeeew. tt sounded wrong.

i miss the past 2 hims. the him tts far far away.. n the him who wrote me a doubtful testimonial.

the hims are all similar. just keep quiet n expect me to entertain them with my monologues. they somehow think im a walking, talking, breathing soliloquy. tanya sepatah, jawab sepatah. except when cracking corny jokes. damn. guys love telling corny jokes.

actuali, most ppl dont know tt i dont like to carry on a conversation just for the sake of it. but, unfortunately, i hate awkward silence even more..

and so i talk.

im confused.

i dunno wat to tink abt the current him. except... he has a lot of prospects.

and. aih. dun say lah. later u all tink i bhb...

help me to help u help me to help u help me to help u.

i wanna watch jerry mcguire again. and again.

ps: tabik hormat to the pbmuks ppl. caya sama lu.