2007 soon.

mixed feelings la.

im gonna be legal on paper. (and im starting to wonder if i shud reali celebrate)

scary ah. i dont want to grow up seh.

susah tau jadi adult. nak kena kerja, jaga mak bapak, cari "the one", kahwin, beli rumah, beranak. if i want to take an MBA, whose gonna sponsor seh? kalau bapak taukey golden chance takpe jugak.. kalau bf anak raja ok jugak.. hee2.. (but i doubt i'll b as happy)

actuali i can see the year ahead passing by very quickly.

jan is the time of writing and submitting the jbp project (submission date 13 jan), of buying books and adjusting to the new tutors at sch, the new timetable, new lappie, the new students at tuition centre, and mum's bday on the 24th (nak belikan wallet bonia.. its the makciks fav "luxury" brand)

feb.. the time where we will realise tt we have been neglecting our studies and partying too much.. and where we will try to catch up with work during the one week break.. the time where i would like to finally, start with my class 3 license (which has seen its fair share of rain-checks). also the month of valentines', where other couples will be busying themselves buying (marked-up price) gifts. we shall spare ourselves tt agony.. kiter tak celebrate valentines la beb..

march.. one word: anniversary. this one we will celebrate =] coming to the close of the term.. foresee week 9 to 11 as being hectic crazy. proj deadlines, assignments, presentations.. (u know the drill)

apr.. exams. haha. seriously. it IS that soon. and we will probably start the campaign for pulling in students to the school. also the time to bring forward all the tuition lessons from may. preparing the kids for mid yr exams.. i imagine a squishy timetable..

beginning may.. start of internship.. (SCAREHHHHH)

end may.. turning the big TWO-ONE

june.. internship

early july.. end of internship..

end july.. 24/7 & 27/7 as important dates. early2 korang da book. hee2. must remember to start saving for someone's chocolate buffet. also the culmination of "promote ntu campaign". haha. actuali looking forward to doing ambassador stuff under prof geraldine.

august.. start skola lagi.. YEAR 3!! final year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sept.. ramadhan.. prolly joining the Shell competition wif members ku, syaz

oct.. raya puasa.. prolly be away at kota kinabalu for the competition. good.. dun hav to face the pretentiousness of raya.

nov.. exams.. again..

dec.. this is where i realise i only have 4 more months to complete my fyp and graduate. SERAM beb. i foresee a lot of frustration and nak terkencitness. end of december i'll be doing wat im doing now.. which is speculating wat i cud be doing the next year. and the realisation tt i wud have to leave the peaceful (relatively unpolitical) singapore education system and plunge, head first into corporate life. THINKING OF IT MAKES ME NERVOUS AS HELL.

i am not afraid to admit it.


i dont want to grow up.




DISCLAIMER: i do realise this is an idealistic and super naiive projection la.. kita hanya merancang, tuhan yang menentukan.. kan?