Thursday, January 25
sometimes those thoughts swim in your head.
they don't stop.
they won't stop.
they dog you.
lingering..
refusing to let go.
they grip tightly,
think. they say.
harder. they taunt.
you can't refuse.
you need an outlet.
and find one.
your sanctuary.
they love you.
a pat on the back.
and another
and another
and then.. ouch.
somewhere, somehow, someone throws u off kilter.
u fall.
ur thoughts fail.
those inward tendencies u once rid comes back to haunt.
doubts you once had
resurface.
it all stops.
then one moment it just clicks.
the blade falls out of your back.
and everything falls into place.
some ppl appreciate u more than others, u realise.
a realisation that rekindles ur thoughts.
somewhere, somehow, someone else will love you.
bygones.
-Nia Dijam-
The stab in my back
we've all been hurt before
they don't stop.
they won't stop.
they dog you.
lingering..
refusing to let go.
they grip tightly,
think. they say.
harder. they taunt.
you can't refuse.
you need an outlet.
and find one.
your sanctuary.
they love you.
a pat on the back.
and another
and another
and then.. ouch.
somewhere, somehow, someone throws u off kilter.
u fall.
ur thoughts fail.
those inward tendencies u once rid comes back to haunt.
doubts you once had
resurface.
it all stops.
then one moment it just clicks.
the blade falls out of your back.
and everything falls into place.
some ppl appreciate u more than others, u realise.
a realisation that rekindles ur thoughts.
somewhere, somehow, someone else will love you.
bygones.
-Nia Dijam-
The stab in my back
we've all been hurt before
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