i feel sick. i think its fever. i feel feverish. my limbs are painful. my eyes feel sore. my forehead is hot. i think i have an infection. i cut myself with a knife. it was saturday. i was cutting gula melaka. to make kueh jongkong. gula melaka is hard to cut. i neded to use a lot of force. i cut myself with the knife. i think i have an infection. many bacteria in malaysia. the wound might be infected. the wound is purple. my limbs are aching. i feel feverish. i think i am sick. but i dont want to be sick. he wants to take me out tmr. i cannot fall sick. i miss him. i dont want to fall sick. i want him to take me out. i feel weak. i shall nap.