Surprise surprise! im still alive!

well, just to let u all know tt i havent died.. not yet anyway. ive just been reali reali reali busy with stuff, especially wedding stuff. and ive been reali tired and been doing a lot of thinking.. just tt i havent had the push to write it down properly. the wedding stuff is getting along fine.. im glad its just a simple thing and nobody is trying to outdo anybody. im lucky coz i get to watch and i reali tink tt i wud onli do a so-called "grand" wedding if we as a couple reali have a lot of money to spare. otherwise, its reali unnecessary, especially if u're thinking about it in the long term.. there are a lot of better, wiser places u can spend the money on. im happy tt my brother is so wise to not care what ppl think. i just hope i will be like tt.. do things that makes me happy and not care so much wat others may think.

im so blessed to be around people who love me, care about and for me, understand me and not judge me. im glad i chose to have ppl with a positive vibe around me and stay away from ppl with negative vibes. truly a lot of things to be thankful for. perhaps i'll think about my resolutions in the next post. and oh, happy belated new year!