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Sunday, April 30


MY 3 MONTHS SORTA PLAN



To read (in random order):

The Hobbit
The Devil Wears Prada
The Da Vinci Code
All my backdated TIME mag issues
Vogue Spring Summer 06 (US edition)
Golf for Dummies OR the Idiot's Guide to Golf

To watch (in mostly the correct order):

Take the Lead
Paradise Now (international movie)
Inside Man (tt Clive Owens flick)
The Da Vinci Code
X Men: The Last Stand
Pirates of the Carribean 2 ( JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

To meet up with:
Veena
Nurul
Joyce
Nicole
Janet n Si Qi
Hulubalangz
My Dance Minahs
The Hims

To shop at:
House of Japan
Bugis Village
Salvation Army
Far East Plaza
Fox, G2000 & U2 Warehouse Sale
Bossini Kids- Sesame Street Tshirts!

To do:
Get fit & healthy
-drink 500 ml of water every morning
-drink 1 l of water throughout the rest of the day
-small meals on short time intervals
-jog.. bring dad along. tt dude needs to lose weight!
Get spiritual
Get jiggy (with reeza n ilsa)
Get money (work it)





all systems go starting May 3rd.


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Tuesday, April 25


today i crashed thru my personal level of selekeh-ness (sloppyness).

i went to sch in my super crumpled, oversized faded green hang ten tshirt and khaki cargos which i rolled up. i couldnt be bothered to brush my hair so i just tied it up n pinned evrything back. no powder no nothing, plus, i have this pimple on my nose bridge.

i looked like a freaking contractor la. n i actuali walked all the way frm south spine to the north spine. oh wait. i even had lunch at cafe by the quad.

and the worst thing was, I WASNT STARED AT!!

the horror!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the campus is dysfunctional i tell u. N I LOVE IT. for the first time, i reali felt like an ntu student. u know la ntu ppl. baggy tshirt, shorts and flip flops kind. its so.. chill.. so laid back..

so.... me.


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dear boys and girls.

somewhere within the confines of this page..

lies a portal to another.

somewhere more truthful.

seek. and u shall find.



i just needed a place to reali let it all out. ya know?

this place.. too many eyes recently.


dont think i dont know.

i see you.

anw, if u find it, congrats. keep ur mouth shut n ur hands tied.


i love u ppl. reali. i reli do.


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Sunday, April 23


ARISTAL- NJC DANCE NITE

cam whoring- the best way to kill time.

yanti and melissa catfighting..

yanti and myself bullfighting

mommy... yanti poke me...

meli n me. vanna white, vanna black.

we got tired of cam whoring, so we decided to go up to the boys' changing room. oops.


the boys- oh so cute.


posing wif my beloved cheekopek


and another one


and another one.


as u can see, he got sick of it. so i went on to greener pastures.



oooh. young boys. i loike. tts fadhli btw. n dinie in the background.



the dancing old fogeys.



POST SHOW. many thanks to the peeps who came down to support us!


the original minahs of njc


the new minahs of ntu (u lk so decent here..)

the old fogeys

the old fogeys + the really old fogeys. muahaha.

THE AFTERMATH


and when the clock striked twelve...

.

.

.

poof.

haha. it was fun while it lasted.

Life is short. Live it.



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Wednesday, April 19


i painted the sky the colours of a rainbow
in all hopes i'd make u smile

gave u joy and happiness
and pleasant memories as a child

i brought u your adam, your eve
tried showing you how it felt to be loved
like being cradled by the ocean's lull

and all i ask is for u to think of me
even if for a minute

and all i ask is for u to love me
even if for a while, child...





just sthg i thought abt as i finished doing my zuhur prayers.





if God spoke to you, what would he say?


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Monday, April 17


im so unfit!!

and im like soooooo super flabby..

geez.

this is wat i hate abt exams la. mug then eat eat eat. eat late at night. "study" with frens is more like makan session. eat eat eat. stoopid can A got macdonald some more. every one hour hungry then go eat fries. FAT LAH!!

seriously, i know ppl say "u very skinny lah.." IM NOT!! its freakin fats and flabs all around! stressed! then ah, i tell u ah, ntu got a lot of skinny slim trim girls. and then like to where those tight tight tank tops and those super super short denim skirts. like super short ah. seriously.. they can really crash the threshold of shortness like nobody's business.

strange ah. they not cold is it? i if 4 hrs straight in air con reali can die ah. then the mlt also quite cold.. they wear so short not cold one meh? of course i got frens who wear short2 also ah.. but i cannot ask oso rite..

haiya. i promise myself after IT paper i must start running le. I got 1 1/2 chins already leh!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!

see la. this is the prob with not going shopping. the money tt I would have used to go shopping is spent on getting fat, unhealthy anf reducing my life span instead. Seriously, this is a good reason y my mum should lift the shopping ban.

urrrgghhh. i wanna lipo my neck.


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Saturday, April 15


i just wanna say..





i love ur voice.




=]













falling blissfuly..


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Friday, April 14


TOOOOTTTT.......

WE INTERRUPT THIS PROGRAMME FOR A NEWS FLASH.

k k. i tink i need to clear things up here. coz lots of ppl are confused. coz apparently, im confusing.. well, i learnt from the best! mr confuscious himself.

haha.

laaaaaaaaaaame.

ANYHOO, wat is dance nite?

dance nite is an annual event held by njc. it used to be a western dance group thing (back when they were better than the other dance groups), but for the past few years they have been inviting other dance groups to perform one or two items for them.

BUT, this year, it is NO MORE a western dance thing. this time, its more of a collaborative effort. so this time around, the western n chinese dance groups get 5 items (coz they are big dance troupes with 60 odd ppl), and the malay and indian dance group gets 3 dance slots each!

so yep, more representation! can showcase malay dance more! YEY!

also, there's this combined opening performance where they take bits and pieces from various dances and use ppl from various dance groups, and they have indian dance dancing with malay dance, chinese dance and dunno wat, crossover here cross over there... DAMN COOL!

so this dance nite thing will be happening on 21 April, which is this friday at the UCC. I will be involved in the zapin items together with some ppl from the njc malay dance alumni as well as the junior ladies (year 1s). n the best thing is, im having my biz law paper in the afternoon!! muahaha. The event will be at 8pm and i tink there's only a very few number of $12 tix left. the front seats have all been taken up. so yeap, its a definite recommendation from me coz the standard is reali high. check out the chinese and malay dance grp especialli. Worth the special mention.

uh huh. so thats dance nite.

As for the Muslimah nite, i dun hav much info abt it yet.. but i understand tt its a collaborative effort between NUSms and some polys? rite? if im not mistaken, it'll be on May 21st.. i tink lar.
Anw, for this one, i tink ive been called to play a character in the skit thing they're gonna put up. something like dat la. i oso dunno got roped in by sarah (oooh, i heard she's the foc camp commandant).

and i'll be joining ilsa for their next performance. think its in september.. dunno wat its called..

so yeap.. LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

ok. so i hope that clears up the muck i left behind. i am sooooo not cut out to be a writer.

THE INTERRUPTION HAS ENDED. WE WILL RESUME WITH THE PROGRAMME NOW.





carpe diem.


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Thursday, April 13


wooh. 10 days since i last updated. THE HORROR!

haha. im in the midst of exam ba.. had my first paper just now, OB (organisational behaviour). jia lat la.. i didn finish BOTH my 20 marks questions. And the worse thing is, i actually have a lot of things to write about.. i just didn have time..

actuali my fault also la.. i took a long time to get started.. like.. when i flip over the paper rite, my engine havent start yet ah. so i reli spent a freakin long time on the first question ah.. like 40 mins liddat. BLIMEY.

so.. there goes my A. Bye-bye. *watches A fly out the window*

daymmn. hungry ah. its 12 midnight exactly. i feel like eating nasi lemak with crispy fried chicken and 3 spoons of sambal. daymmn.

i have econs paper on tuesday.. sooo got no mood to do that paper. its like sooo.. eeiyer..

DANCE NITE is coming up!!

im excited abt it.. i dunno la.. i just get a kick out of performing, esp dancing.. like.. im so in love with dancing, it reali makes me happy. and altho the costume makes my butt look GIGANORMOUS, and the make up makes me look like a freakin geisha(the ugly one, not the pretty one) i always feel good when im up there with my pals just entertaining the crowd. im so proud of the nj malay dance team. the team has really redefined the malay dance CCA. one will never have such an experience. i mean, think abt it.. a bunch of chinese and malay kids learning from the most innovative malay dance coach ever, with a 26 yr old teacher and a super enthusiastic peranakan nearly middle-aged teacher as teacher in charge. fuh. wat a mix i tell u.

heard the debate between the MM and the cynic group of young ppl? its on CNA on Sunday at 730 pm. tt one must watch ah. confirm more exciting than the man u arsenal match last week sia.

speaking of soccer, cant wait to see the brazillian line up this year. wow. definitely going to be fantastic. GIGI all the way!! (gigi's my pet name for ronaldhino btw)

faint ah.. another 2 weeks may already. time FLIES man. it really FLIES.

i shall be putting up my SUPER-UNATTAINABLE birthday wish list soon, just like i do every year. so watch this space.

ok. lets all now appreciate the brilliance of curt kobain.



Lithium-Nirvana

I'm so happy cause today
I've found my friends ...They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay,
cause so are you ...We've broken our mirror
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
cause I've found god
Yeah (x6)

I'm so lonely but that's okay,
I shaved my head... And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited,
I can't wait to meet you there...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay...My will is good
Yeah(x6)(x2)

I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack



still waiting for someone to buy me a helicopter. Donald...


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Monday, April 3


busy ah. paiseh.

anyway, check out this guy called josh rouse. he looks like crap but his songs are mad fabulous.


i look and eat like a panda. @-@


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