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Sunday, November 28


hi guys =)

turns out tt the css hari rayaing was cancelled. i was told at 11pm yest... only after I smsed 1 of my friends to ask where we were going to meet.. aiya, watever.

so i tagged along with my parents to my relatives' wedding.in m'sia lah. met up with my cousins. found out tt my closest cousin(same age) still kept his picture.. one tt was taken eons ago. anw, one of my younger cousins(in sec 2 this year) found it. so she found out tt i had a bf.. at 14.. or 13.. (i forgot). gosh. and i've been telling her not to have a boyfriend til she's done with secondary sch or sthg... uh oh?

so she's now convinced tt i currently have a bf. oh god.. wat a pin. (read: Pain In the Neck). haha!=). just kiddin. i love her.. she's such a sweetheart.. and she's very peramah (err.. tt's friendly for u).

actually, i tink tt the girl cousins on my dad's side are pretty. and some of the guys are cute(well, only 2 to be exact).

anw, i just found out from my mom tt i was 50cm when i was born. tt's like.. 1/2 a metre.. whoa. it's like.. i can't imagine sthg growing inside of me.. from the size of an atom to like.. 1/2 a metre! i was a C section baby btw. and i intend to have caesarian deliveries for all my babies in future. (insyaallah).

haha.. i tink im mad.. and i tink ive been watching lotr too many times.. have a few suggestion for baby names..

Girl
1. Seri Melati Evenstar
2. Cinta Galadriel Muliani

Boy
1. Sameer Iqbal Rohan
2. Haldir Qusyairie

haha.. im just kiddin guys..


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Saturday, November 27


wheE~~

it's over!! spell it! O-V-E-R!! over!!
haha.. and my hari rayaing begins.... perhaps, if i'm not feeling lazy.

anw, had a few of my frens over today. mom cooked spaghetti. ;)

inez was so shocked to see how many vcds and dvds i had.. and she finally understood why i don't like to go out. haha. and i tink she was shocked to see the state of my room, she being a neat-freak and all..

anw, i CAN'T STOP SMILING!! it's EUPHORIA!!

Going hari rayaing with the css girls tmr.. haha.. i tink it's gonna rock solid!

on a sadder note, my eye bags are getting worse. i don't know wot to do about it..

haha! ok.. shall stop being sad and all.. spoils the whole euphoria thing.

i tink i'm gonna draw out a list with wat im gonna do with this time.. at least til i get my results or sthg. and here are some things tt i would surely include:

1. learn spoken mandarin.
2. paint the ceiling of my room.
3. go to the maldives..
4. work. (to save money to go to the maldives.. and to help out with the bills)
5. buy a replacement tv for the room.

ok. there are other stuff.. personal stuff (read: stuff i don't want the whole world to know about).. but y up.. tt's the gist of it.

anw, to end this post, i'd like everyone to take a DEEP breath and HEAVE it out. did u hear that? the oh-so-sweet sound of a STRESSLESS life.


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Wednesday, November 24


i'm baaack!!

i don't know why i feel so high today, but i do.. haha.. maybe it's the nutella. yeap.. i ate half a jar of nutella just now. then when my mum came home from work, she was like, "Siape yang makan nutella ni?!!" i quickly grabbed my abdomen, before fleeing into the toilet..(read: guilty as charged).

anw, did u hear abt the guy who won the lottery in the US? apparently, he had just 78 cents to his name until he became the sole winner of a US$149 million lottery...... no prizes for guesssing who's the happiest guy in the world huh..

anw, let's focus back on..... erm.... ME. haha. u know wat, i feel so bimbotic!(i swear i'll shoot anyone who says, "what's new?") u know why? ok.. there's this link thing right, on the taskbar of my internet explorer. so when u open a particular page, say, the lotr official webpage, the link words are most likely Tolkien, Aragorn,FOTR, TTT, ROTK and so on... but that's not my point. ok, my point is, guess what my link words are? well, no need to waste your braincells, lemme just tell u. they are.... (drumrolls pls...)
-Guys
-Love
-Life
-Like
-Friends
-Time
and my personal favourite,
-Lesbians

God!! nuff said.



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hey!! guess who's back?

haha! i finally changed my blog layout!! and guess who's the star? my favourite ranger...... Isildur's heir, Aragorn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!!! he's just so hot!!! (though i cannot say the same abt Viggo Mortensen. oops.)

anw, my exams are gonna be over tmr (whopee!!!) and thus, it also signals the end of my life as an institutional student. well, at least in my head it is. all's well that ends well huh...

i've watched so many movies this week and going to watch so many more!!!! gonna be updating u soon! so stay tuned.. =)




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Saturday, November 20


ok. let's not talk abt the As. bleah.

i've gotta do sthg abt my blog. it sux and its bloody spammed.


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Saturday, November 6


i re-read some of my previous entries.. most of it, in fact. and i came down to one conclusion.

I'M UNDOUBTEDLY SCHIZO.

all the *toot* abt my views, wat i tink abt certain ppl, coupled with my take on politics, my weird psycho poem(s) and sometimes, the royal bimbotism.. and.. umm.. wat more can i say abt my personal life.
but at least i don't curse.. well.. often.

i'm glad the past is past me.. well, sort of. i resign to the fact that the past can never be completely forgotten. although many a times, i wish it could. especially for one...

which is why i love 'Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind'.

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miss. its a strange word. there are several definitions, some more commonly used than others. Some, relevant to my experiences, others not.

Miss (as listed on dictionary.com)
1.Used as a courtesy title before the surname or full name of a girl or single woman.
2.To fail to hit, reach, catch, meet, or otherwise make contact with.
3.To fail to accomplish, achieve, or attain (a goal).
4.To fail to attend or perform.
5.To leave out; omit.
6.To let go by; let slip.
7.To escape or avoid.
8.To discover the absence or loss of.
9.To feel the lack or loss of.
10.To fail to perceive, understand, or experience.
11.To feel the want of; to mourn the loss of; to want.
12.To go wrong; to err.

The first half is alright, the bottom half sucks. As for me,

Miss (as A'in sees it)
1. a sinking feeling covered up with a lie.
2. what my "courtesy title" is gonna be for a long long time. =]


What by me thou hast lost, thou least shalt miss. --Milton.


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Tuesday, November 2


boo! (read: u better scream)

oh well.. it's 1 more day to my gee pea paper. urggh. nauseating. anyways, sorry for my ramblings on the earlier post, i do that sometimes.

whoa. today is the big day. the mother of all elections. this year is like the saturation of elections year. Indonesia, Afghanistan, Taiwan.. just to name a few.. and now, the grand finale, the battle of the private parts, "THE BUSH & THE DICK" vs "THE JOHNs". i dunno if i'm gonna be sued for defamation, but then again, i only have like $90 in my bank, so i have nothing much to lose. I'm only trying to be satirical, which is also known as 'trying to be funny'. i don't want to comment any further coz im only 18 and ppl generally think tt my thoughts are worthless.

anw, i was walking around jurong pt tt day and i notice a lot of guys wearing the che guevera t-shirt. ok, i admit, i dunno how to spell his name. but anyways, my question is- why? i mean, these ppl wear prints of malcolm X, mao zedong and ppl like dat, but y doesn't anyone where t'shirts with LKY's face on it? i mean, we ARE Singaporeans rite? and we should be able to connect with OUR own leaders, not those in a whole other continent. maybe it's just me. but i tink it's strange.

we keep complaining abt this and that this and that, but we never stop to think, reflect and be friggin GRATEFUL of what we've been given. The stability and the security amidst the chaos, the education opportunities, our affluence.. the list goes on.. trust me. when we are gently reminded, we pass it off as propaganda. when our boyfriends, sons, husbands and employees are herded off for ns and reservice, we whine and scowl and do other things with our mouths. unpretty things. when GST is increased, we say "why?!!!! why must liddat?!!!"

god. stop. its not easy to run a country. and it's even harder to run a country efficiently. and we must remember tt we have nothing to fall back on. we only have manpower to boast. WE'RE OUR ONLY HOPE. so, once in a while, stop and smell the roses. don't just get pissed because you got pricked by a small thorn. coz, at the end of the day, a rose by any other name would still smell as sweet.

ps: if u think tt my post was abt propaganda, u're dumb.


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