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Sunday, July 31


ok ppl, i realise it's "Lane" and not "Ling", but i like ling.. reminds me of lucy liu.. so, BUZZ OFF!! my turf! i'm rite! u suck!

muahahahahahahaha*coughcough*


Posted by theblackazure @ 11:38:00 PM
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the gilmore girls are back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

soooo happpiiieeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i nearly missed it!!! well.. i did miss the first 15 minutes of it, but its better than missing the whole show rite?

hw come i missed the first 15 minutes of the show, u ask?

well, it's bcoz i didnt know tt the show is back on again.. somehow, channel5 has never advertised GG between its programmes... so how the heck was i suppose to know?

but anw, lemme tell u wat happened.

yest, i went to walk2 at jurong east. sianded mah, nothing better to do.. i was walking2 and i passed by this ah pek selling newspaper ah.. then i just kept on walking ah. skali rite, out of the corner of my eyes, i saw this glossy magazine with a purple cover..

"eh?" i thought, "like very familiar liddat ah..."

so i looked closer...

then i saw this guy with straight teeth and a top-hat...

"eh... isn't that........."

WILLY WONKA!!!!!!!

theehee.. of course i bought it lah.. it was 8days.. so 2 bucks only.. then i went home ah..

i whipped it out on the bus and zoomed in on the willy wonka specials!! but ah, i only managed to read thru tt part ah.. then i reach home already...

reach home already then forgot about the mag ah.. ADD mah... (tts attention deficit disorder)

then ah, after my evening shower jus now, at abt 6, i was like bored ah.. so i took the mag out, plopped down on my bed(see inez, if i wanted to irritate u i wudve said QUEEN size bed.. wahaha..) and was randomly flipping thru it when i saw a pic of rory and lorelai gilmore.. and i was like "eh?"

then i saw "NEW SEASON: Gilmore Girls. Sun 31 July. 6pm."

wat???????

so i grabbed my remote and turned on the tv (yes inez.... the one in my room...) and before i even saw her face i heard lorelai's sarcasm.

i was like.... OH MY GOOODD!!!!! it's true!!! they're backkkk!!!!

haha. ok. by tt time it was abt 6.15 ah... stooopid channel5. chee-ken.

this episode, lorelai and luke kissed!!!!!!!! omg! ok. and lorelai was pissed with rory coz she slept with dean even tho he's married.. and rory tried to talk to dean in miss patty's studio but they ended up doing 'it' again there instead... she told ling(who now rents a place with her band, remember?) then, on the way home from ling's, rory happened to pass by this butcher ah.. then she saw dean's wife(lindsay) asking the butcher to teach her how to make roast beef coz it was his favourite.... rory felt guilty.. oh ya, before that, emily gilmore split!!!!!! so she's now a singleton and thus, she decided to go to europe for a holiday. to cut the long story short, rory decided to follow her grandma... luke and lorelai are falling in love.. but he had to go to somewhere to help his sister.. and oh! he got a cellphone.. like finally.. and then the episode ended.

dang!

cant wait to tune in next week man!!

LORELAI: No, Rory, you didn't. You're 19 now, remember? You're all grown up, and you can handle your own affairs. Sorry. That's a bad choice of words. You can handle your own life events.....



affairs? get it? affairs!

*rotflmao*

i love this show!!!


for transcripts, check out: http://www.twiztv.com/cgi-bin/gilmoregirls.cgi?episode=http://dmca.free.fr/scripts/gilmoregirls/season5/gilmoregirls-501.htm


Posted by theblackazure @ 9:00:00 PM
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Saturday, July 30


waaah beautifuls.. too much man.

too much wat? not man lah.

too much money.

no.. its not tt I have too much money (duh........). uni lor! suck too much money one leh.

they think my father is the singapore mint is it?

txtbks lar, this lar, tt lar.. and now i just found out tt i have to buy a $70 calculator for one of the modules. WEI DA.

pls lor.. my father doesnt even earn a peanut per annum ah. maybe one grain of salt on the peanut per annum. tt one also need to give him the benefit of the doubt.

jialat ah.

then my tutees keep postponing my pay. yalah. ppl keep asking me to ask for it...

HOW SIA???!!!!!

u tell me how ah.. in perfect malay.. then i'll do it.



cakap tu senang. semorang boleh cakap. lihat dulu dari persepsi aku.


Posted by theblackazure @ 12:57:00 AM
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Friday, July 29


beautifuls..

today... was not a very good day for me..

i'd just like to say tt i may look happy, i may tell ppl im slack, im carefree. yes. all tt i am.

but tt doesnt mean tt he can just dump all this weight on me. tt doesnt mean tt she shud push me to my limits. i am not a water catchment area. i dont need the tears. i dont need the drama.

if u wanna get back together, by all means. if nt, hey, gd luck in the nxt phase of ur life. TOO MUCH INFORMATION. i dont need it. i dont want to know.

i mean.. cmon lahhh.. my own love life is non-existent. its like crap tts been stepped on time and again until only a funky smell lingers. and u stil wanna complain. hello.. welcome to my life..

Murphy's theory states tt when u expect evrything to be right, it turns out the other way.

everything is going wrong.

at high stress levels, i like to think about my frens and how they have affected my life. and i tink the best way is thru writing abt him/her. friendster, hi5, sms or even a letter. together with a little bit of jason mraz, john mayer, maroon 5 and matchbox 20 in my ears.

i dont need chicken soup. i need a shrink.

i need to hug.... my cat... ah boy, thnx 4 always being there for me. but now, i tink i need a boy.

i was trying to b funny.



sometimes i get tt deep, sinking feeling..
it sucks the emotions out of my very core.
and it weighs me down.
i forget to breathe...
then i wake up gasping.
but i realise i wasn't asleep.
the void swells up..
n a lump forms in my throat.
then the pressure breaks.
just as the silence does.


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Wednesday, July 27


hey B- ewww-tifuls..

today got no sch because it was ntu flag day.

went for lunch at BREEKS taka with the girls fm camp. i ate until i was so full ah. i had bbq chicken leg with smoke sauce. taste-wise, it was ok la.. not bad but not absolutely fantastic.. but the portions were definitely large. i tot they'd just give a drumstick or wat.. skali they reali gave the thigh and the part joint to the thigh ah. like whoa. then it was served together with coselaw(hw on earth do u spell it?) and waffle fries. thinking back, my stomach shud have exploded man.

oh ya. guess wat? it was not tt expensive lor.. we had lunch for 4, plus a fries platter, coke, and an ice-cream dessert. it was $50.25.. not bad rite? its definitely cheaper and better than swensens ah.. altho the ice-cream kinda sucks.

then , went to jp with fiza.. bought a couple of tshirts and a jacket. MORE clothes. great. just wat my wardrobe needed.. but it was on sale... fm $35 to $15!! can't resist... must... buy....... jacket...

then went home.... where my brother kept preaching to me on why i shudn take a bike license.. he's not the only one lor. i know these ppl r showing concern... but....

aiya.

dunno lah.


Posted by theblackazure @ 12:43:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 26


hey beautifools..

guess wat? im officiali an undergrad... like.. yey. yest we had the freshman welcome.. but ah, even before tt i had a lecture lor... deja vu. like nj sia.

yes... gone are the good ol' nj days.. where all cultural groups get gold for syf and a half-day is declared. problem is, the half day starts at 2pm, and we have to make up for classes we miss on that day... tell me the joy in it? tell me, TELL ME!!!!!!! *drama queen*

sigh, i digress.

the freshman welcome.

Let me just say tt i felt like Hermione on her first day at Hogwarts. We(my friends and i) were seated at the circle since we arrived pretty late (coz we had to attend a lecture, remember?)..

First, there was the arrival of the academic procession.. Dumbledore and company.. yup. Severus Snape, Minerva McGonagall.. u name it. I say they look pretty ridiculous in their outfits.. or gowns.. or robes.. wtv u call it. plus, they had to wear hats too. looked more like a chingay procession to moi.

then there were speeches by some of the deans and profs and presidents .. to be quite honest, i didnt reali listen coz i was so fascinated by the tassles hanging fm their hats, happily swinging away as talked. ok. maybe fascinated wasnt the right word. more like... distracted.

then we had to put our gowns on and recite a pledge, just like the freshies in the sorceror's stone.. and ya! they even gave us our very own magic wands! cept tt this one was made of acrylic and 3 coloured LEDS.... ok... fine. they gave us lightsticks. after the pledge they "offed" the lights and we had to turn on our lightsticks in a "light up ceremony". apparently its some sort of tradition.. but i have to say, it kinda makes up for my lack of ndp experience.

so, here i am, with a wand in hand, ready to take on this big hoohah they call uni life.

"Petrificus Totalus!"


Posted by theblackazure @ 11:12:00 PM
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Sunday, July 24


u know the song frm 3 men and a little baby?

Goodnight sweetheart it's time to go... (dadadada..)

i hope one day some one will sing it to me.



ps: tmr is D-day.


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Saturday, July 23


beautifuls... stress ah....

im tryin to figure out how to shimmy stuff into my timetable coz i need 36 AUs per tem. and i have 16 AUs for core now.. tts abt 20 more.

i tink i might not be able to take communications as a minor this yr coz there's an exam clash. so, basically, the system just screwed up my plans. WEI DA.

ya. n im plannin to take mandarin ah. will prob do ok in it since i can have a decent conversation with the ah kong upstairs.

then, will probably try to like get the prescribed electives over and done with..

and i wanna get my bike license!!!!!!!!!!! but my tuition ppl keep delaying my pay.. i realli gt no money alredi ah. seriously.

stress ah.

eh, hav u guys seen the HTWO-O ad?

ok la.. it's a bit like *gives the ppl's eyebrow*... but anyhow, the pic of the guy fm aldirex niigata is sorta hot lah. n the one of hasan suny.. he lks like the model sort.

the rest all a bit.. ummm.. errrr......

hmmmm...

let's just leave it at.. no comments ah.

All in favour say "ay".


Posted by theblackazure @ 9:32:00 PM
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hello beautifuls....

have i ever told u ppl tt i love u ppl?

no?

well then, I LOVE U. yes u.

=)

yest went out with the camp ppl again. klah. not very fun ah. bcoz we didn really do anything.

we met at wheelock coffeebean, then went for makan at sakura far east, then walked to PS. actualli wanted to eat at gelare(yes, AGAIN), but by the time we reached there, it was closing... so we went outside to sit at the bench and talk.

ya. there's one thing u have to know abt me. PPL, u shudn crap wif me when im hungry. coz when i say im hungry, im really hungry. and i need to eat, fast. or else hungry a*in becomes crappy a*in and tt's always a bad thing. trust me, even i cannot control myself fm changing into the grouch. its like a scene ripped from "The Incredible Hulk". and i really dunno y or how.. bt gd fd sure changes me back to the sweet little thing tt i am... (ok.. it's a bit of a stretch, but ppl, use ur imagination ar..).

today went to holland v with nic... returned her 5 bucks, only to owe her 10 bucks, no thks to the stoopid delifrance which didn accept nets.. like... wth? it was in holland v for crying out loud.... but, they sure make damn good ice blended mocchas...

thruout the entire day today, one song stuck in my little head,

"Wiily Wonka, Willy Wonka.."

anw, here's a spur of the moment poem:

Beneath the top hat and disguise,
Therein lays his broody eyes..
I think his name can't be more apt,
I'm just in love with johnny's deppth.


Posted by theblackazure @ 12:19:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 20


heyho.

burp. just had dinner.

sorry bout the tagboard thing. i gt no time to fix it ah. its been a busy and eventful few days.

n wats up with the buzz abt my frendster pic? its just a head shot ah. no biggie. wat sia.

oh ya, on monday, i went to watch 2 FREE movies at cineleisure. ya lah. CHEAPO wat..... heh. (FYI, it was their anniversary n all tix were free tt day.) anw, i went to watch Fantastic4 and A lot like love ah. F4 was pretty boring ah. like.. very weak liddat ah. A lot like love was a romantic comedy.. it was ok lah.. kinda funny but more romantic ah. i tink its kinda a chick flick ah. guys who can watch it n bear with it are strong.. haha.

on the same day i bumped into my childhood fren, khairun, whom i have known for 14 years. god. we used to do evrything together.... and i was so glad tt the first thing he said when he saw me was, "hey sis.."

so sweet.

yest was damn fun. in the afternn i had stuff on with the kids at my pri sch.. then in the evenin i went to a bbq organised by ntu ms ppl ah. evryone in my camp grp was there. laughed a lot ah.. but didn't eat a lot.. cept went we went to gelare cafe to eat waffles. YUM. it was a virgin attempt for me and i liked it... but i must say tt venezia's ice cream is tastier.. but of coz im a haagen daaz kinda girl....

i may be cheapo.. but went it comes to food.. namely ice-cream, chocolates or anything sweet, i'll splurge.

today was a strange day. i woke up pretty early, awoken by someone who called.. coz tt someone just broke up with his girl the day before. it was a pretty serious relationship.. i didn't say much.. just listened.. wat was there to say anw.... plus, i was pretty shagged...

i tink tt girls must realise tt when guys go into a relationship they're usually pretty serious about it.. they're not just playing.. i tink u can tell just by the way he treats u or even by the way he looks at u. i pity guys sometimes.. i know la tt sometimes i diss them.. but i realise tt they put a lot on the line.. in terms of emotions ah.

i make the mistake of playing with their emotions sometimes and when i think back on it.. its pretty dumb.. coz they wont just forget it.. the hurt actually lingers. sometimes for years.. its sorta like an emotional scar (god, i watch too much oprah).

of coz jerks still exist.... but they're forgettable ah..


u didnt cry.. but i heard the pain in ur voice.


i pray tt in due time things will turn out for the better.. meanwhile, i'm with u.

i matriculated myself also jus now.. after countless attempts.. muahaha. of coz me being me, didn't read anything fm the ori package ah. so had to ask i-nez and hui jun for help. heh. thnx gurls. a bit paiseh lah hor....

anw, i still dont understand abt the electives thingie.. i dont know hw i ended up in uni since im obviously pretty dumb in a bimbotic sorta way.

die ah.


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Saturday, July 16


hiya pals! hw r u?

so i got a new look. im ditching my hair for bald patches.

uh huh.

ok. i lied.

i got new spectacles.

yeap. im such a good girl. when i went for the ntu medical checkup, the doc told me to change my specs and cos they were under corrected. and i did jus that... *halo glows*

evryone who has known me in sec1 and p6 knew tt b4 wearing lenses, i wore this orangy-pinkish pair of plastic specs. it got a lot of gasps and stares and sometimes ppl talk abt it as if im nuts or sthg. being an easily influenced teenager, i opted for lenses sometime later-to make me look normal. but now, i wanna look crazy again..

wanna see?



its actually 2 toned ah. dark blue at the top and lime green at the bottom. bt cant c ah in the pic.

its quite cheap also i tink..

the frame itself is 60 bucks and the multi-coated lenses are 58.

i made it at this new shop called The Eye SPot. its at gekpoh ah. its very new. i tink the owners are fresh grads. anw, i recommend the place coz the service is really good ah. they listen to you and take time for you.. the choice of lenses isnt that wide tho.. perhaps bcoz the shop is still new.. but its good ah. its nice and very personalized service. my degree went up by 50 in both eyes ah. it was 250 for each eye but now its 300. anw, the guy actually offered to change my lenses to the 300 one.. so nice rite? i dont think other shops would do tt..

im nt a difficult customer and i know tt sometimes the service industry can be very tiring.. but when i worked as a cashier girl, i tried to be nice even tho my management sucked and bullied me and the other younger girls a lot. i've experienced my fair share of petty customers too.. once, a GUY who is visibly and obviously taller and stronger than me actually called me to get him something that was on the top shelf.. like.. wat the *toot*? i tot it was how high lah.. faggot.

but then again, there were nice customers too.. ppl who ask me whether i've had my dinner or nt.. ask me if i was a temp.. ask me my age lah... but at least they show tt they care. and, it helped me get through the day.

anw, the "customer is always right" thing is kinda bullshittish. it's like.. just bcoz the saying is there, ppl think its true, tt's y u get stoopid asswipe customers who ask ridiculous things and cant even wait 1 minute while u try to un-jam the paper from the freaking receipt machine.

it's a technical fault for crying out loud!!

bleah. my cashiering days are over... i hope.


Posted by theblackazure @ 9:13:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 12


oooh..

just changed my template.

u lOike?

i lOike.

i love the song "its hip to be square".. i tink it was fm the 80s or sthg.. very retro-chic.. haha.

anw, late last night one of the girls fm the camp msged us(us meaning the other girls fm the grp).. she's nw at the nus camp ah.. she sounded kinda miserable.. i tink.. so poor thing.. hope things are lookin up for her today...

then, today gt the contacts and pics of the grp.. minus one member..

the pics were pretty kental ah. haha.. ooKk.. nevermOind.

i realise in uni the number of girls heavily outweigh the number of guys.... hmmmmmm....... at least for the mly community lah.. it was quite apparent in nj too...

yup. the gd old jc days where there was nt much action surrounding the mly guys... so wat did i do? i started gawking at the indian guys.. or should i say the indian HUNKS. wooh!

haha. so im nt exactly shy.......

but then again, if someone is gd looking, i dun see y u shouldn't tell him or her straight forwardly. it doesnt mean anything wat. its not like i fall in love with every cute guy or pretty girl out there. i just say it coz its the truth.

i remember when i told fadh he was handsome. since that day he looked at me strangely.

tts the thing abt guys.. girls dont do tt.. girls just take it as a compliment and nothing more..

guys always read more into wat's being said.. they're kinda paranoid. or maybe perasan.. (tts BHB for those who dun understand..). its true its true..

however, if the guy is really really cute, i wont tell him.. coz i'd probably be speechless around him and act like a dork and all. moreover, it'll just make him more vain.. and too much vanity is bad for a guy.

so, in the end, the guys im into wont know tt im into them.. and the guys im nt into will think im into them. it's not my fault. its theirs.


Posted by theblackazure @ 5:57:00 PM
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Friday, July 8


hi babes n dudes!

i just came back from camp yest.

boy, it was FUN but i'm shagged. completely.

met and bonded with a group of friends, great ppl.

i realise im kinda dumb lah.

bygones.

i tink i'll write this post on a better day.. right now, i feel like crap... one tt's been stepped on.

meanwhile, enjoy these photos of the love of my life..




ps: condolences to families affected by the london bombings.



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Saturday, July 2


hmmmm....

did u guys even noticed tt i was gone?

=]

bygones.

been on a 5 day road trip with the folks. damn fun. we went to kl, kelantan n cherating beach.

all i did was eat at restaurant buffets, sit in the car "navigating"(rOite), sleep in hotel rooms hoping tt moby comes a-knockin-at-my-door and shop shop shop til my dad nearly collapsed. muahah.

so i did gain like a kg or 2... hmmmm....

went to cut my hair today, its like shoulder length now... so short... so sad.........

anw, i just want to go on the record (again) to say tt i am single AND happy coz i choose to be single and i choose to be happy about being single. so i tink its unfair for ppl to question me on why im i "dont have a boyfriend". well, perhaps its also because nobody wants me (boohoo) but as long as i have ppl who love me and genuinely care around me... i AM NOT LONELY *annoyed expression*.

i fear being committed coz i dont want to get hurt.

and today i was inundated by the memories.

shudder?

no, actuali it was rather nice.


" im naked around u
does it show?
u see right through me
and i cant hide"
-naked, avril lavigne


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